I try so hard to get my life back on track. It seems that whenever good happens in my life something 10X worst follows: i just can’t get a break. I don’t really have any friends, I’ve never had a girlfriend nor could I ever hope to future with one since I started going bald and became impotent at 22 and now I’m 26, even cialis doesn’t work. I’m studying a field that I’m not passionate and nearly flunked out my first year. I did better my following years but it will nearly impossible to get into grad school. I still live with my parents and have a dead end job that I hate. I just want life to be better. I’m a good person and still bad things keep happening I can’t stand it anymore.
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I feel very similiar to you.
In my 20’s – virgin, never had a GF – didnt get the best grades studying and cant evem find a job – still living with parents… if there’s a way out of this I’d like to know, but im still searching… for that needle in a haystack.
Hey mate this isn’t a talk you out of it post as the sites not meant for that, I’m 28 and have/ had a shit job but studied a whole heap- I didn’t have much luck on the love field but I can never know what its like to be impotent and bald at 22 ect. I know being a bit late to loose the V card almost drove me mad so I can understand how much more it would hurt if that went on.
All I can say really is I know somewhat your pain and some of your words and offer you a hug; the way things are going I’ll be catching the train as well soon.
It’s not always the stuff going on but the attention you give it in continuing to support the idea that everything is crap. I feel you, & I acknowledge what you’re saying. The way I deal with things is I’ve learned to just laugh at it…I look at my life & I just laugh at how nuts it is. I recognize what’s going on, but I don’t give it any power over me, nor do I allow it to define me negatively. I practice forgiving myself for whatever crap I experience…another way of loving yourself..& it lightens the load. A lighter load is a good thing. Cheers!
I can relate to being pissed off and not standing it anymore.
just my 2 cents: frustration can lead to anger, and anger can help you move forward for a while.
like, smashing through obstacles.