Life is Funny

you honestly havnt lived long to know the good in life, or the bad. its your bodies hormones and chemicals that make your mind think at 100 miles an hour all the time. when your happy your cheering and laughing, when your sad when are crying tears. thats how being a kid pretty much is. its like when you are a baby. the older you get the easier it is to control these thoughts and feelings. parents deal with alot of stress (work, bills, health, house) and it seems like they dont care but the fact that you eat, have a room, a computer with internet… shows how much they care and want you to stay happy and entertained. obviously they arent checking too much on you since you made your way to this website, so it shows they give you some freedom too.

i could relate alot to that. i grew up pretty much the same. never had a room or bed. slept in the living room. parents never let me out because it was so violent. the summers were the worst because i could never leave. my mom would force me to study for hours. she would hit me when i couldnt figure out division (mind you i was in 1st grade) just alot of stuff like that. i just wanted to die. i ran away and did some things i regret now. since then my life has gone down hill from there. if i had just put up with it a little longer i know i wouldnt be involved in the things im involved in now. its tough. but it makes us stronger in the end. now i am smart and i have more courage because of what i have been thru. i use it to my advantage. i use it to no longer be afraid. and not being afraid to die is something you need in my business.

i live in the ghetto, sometimes you have to make money in ways that dont really apply to taxes, feel me?