someone once told me
“youe need to be selfless and put on a smile and pretend your ok because everything you do efects the people you love and the people around you”
so thats what ive been doing my entire life hiding my pain my regret my longing everything i dnt smile anymore at least not a real smile or a real laugh
i thought he was the only one who cared because he understood but i guess i was wrong
my parents both told me they didnt want me living with eather of them
yes im lost and i dnt think ill ever be found
im surounded by darkness but i saw the light the way out once or twice but it was breaf but i went for it
but to say the least i wasnt fast inof the light dissapered as i neared it and i nvr saw it again i dnt know what to do im lost in the dark
lost in the lies and now idk what do but wait for death and welcome him with open arms once he comes
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I know what you feel like.Do you want someone to reach out to you? You feel like people should reach out to you, but noone will. You find someone, and all they do is leave?Yeah, I know what that is like.It hurts. And hurts so badly.I loved someone once too very much. I gave her my heart, every thought, etc. And because I got jealous of her having a boyfriend and because I struggle with depression, she left. And it hurts because I miss her so much.I was adopted because where I came from, they could not take care of me because of my blindness.If you ever want to talk to anyone, feel free to email me. My email address is brl.cents@gmail.com
You know what’s so special about angels? They are kind, selfless and are so patient like you are. I know it’s not easy going to through so much pain and still having to smile, but thats what so special about you. It shows that you’re a fighter, and you can fight your way out of the dark. You can get better. You can choose to be who you are and you can choose to get better. There is much more to life then living in pain, and you deserve to live with happiness. So fight for your right and learn to live once more.
Stay strong
Katey
thanx katey your right i am a fighter i fight to protect everyone but theres none to protect me.