My mom and I have a horrible relationship. We are always fighting! No lie. Its not like I want to. But I really can help it. Before February she physical abuse.  But I had had enough of the abuse and called the police. She would pull my hair and throw things at me. She punched me and kicked me. One time he threw a phone at me and sprang my arm. After the police she didn’t do that to me as much. Now its more so Verbally. I only have 4 years left at my house. But with all the names she calls me I’m not sure how I’ll do it. She steals money I earn. I had 250 dollars and she took 150 of it and gave 60 to my older brother, who is perfectly capable to get a job and his licence but just to lazy too.  My mom calls me names like *****, whore, slut, ass whole, stupid, dyslexia girl, demon, not worth it and soooo many more. She still slams the car so that i’ll hit my head.   But anyways, not to get of subject! She told me that she doesn’t have to love me, she just has to act like it, and if I died nobody would care. If I got cancer it would be selfish, she doesn’t want to pay fro treatments it would take to much from my brother.  I can’t tell her anything because she tells the world, or she tells me I wrong. So I started writing poetry, she found my poetry book and wrote all over it. She told me I was lying. And it was disrespectful to keep it all to my self. I I’m really not sure what to do. I don’t want to die. But I do want to run away, really really bad. I have 90 dollars saved up. But that’s not enough. What should I do. PLEASE help! Thanks lovely’s yall are all wonderful! xxxx