I told the person I trust the most in this world, my best friend, something I had been holding back from everyone. It is one of my deepest secrets. She was nice about it but…. I can’t even explain her reaction. I was expecting her to be more sympathetic, but she really didn’t help at all /: I don’t know what I was expecting, but now I just feel more alone than I ever have. I feel like I don’t have anyone to turn to anymore. Sure, she is still my best friend. But now I feel as though I CAN’T talk to her about anything, I just feel so alone right now.  I was hoping this new year would be better than last year and so far it just sucks so bad. I actually miss last year. I don’t even know what I’m talking about anymore. Good bye.
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Totally know how ya feel, I told my best friend I’m a closet alcoholic and he won’t take snything I say seriously now he just dismisses everything I say as “drunk ramblings” hmmm, now my stomach hurts
Friends are meant to understand, not to make it worse =.=
Not ment to make you feel sicker! I have a saying though, “the sicker the slicker” it’s from one of my favorite bands Lola Co. I’m sorry I don’t have anything helpfully to say
): hypnotizing chickens is pointless!!! There just chickens hshaha Hope I made you smile ^.^
it’s not your fault
many times friends failed to understand all this
and the person who really cares about you will understand it someday
and if your best friend really cares about then she should have understand it but may be she was afraid or something like that
Hey, i shared quite a similar experience too. I told my best friend about my family situation. Halfway while sharing my story with her (it was in school during class) i walked off crying. When i came back i could tell she looked at me in a completely different light, and that she felt REALLY awkward.I was pissed too, cuz i expected her to be like her normal self, the friend i knew whom comforts everyone when they are feeling down. yet she didnt even say a word…4 months later, she asked me out of the blue whether i was feeling better by my situation. It was so out of the blue, i completely forgotten that i’ve shared my secret with her. She then told me she didnt know what to say, because she’s never had to handle a friend who needed so much help before.Give your friend some time, i was completely angry at my friend at first. but now i kinda understand why she didnt say a thing. Put yourself in your friend’s shoes and give it a lil thought (: Hope i’ve helped!