What would you rather?

yeah you just focus on negative things (cant help the fact that i do too) which will drive anyone crazy considering a plane could drop a blue ice bomb and kill you, or that carbon monoxide could probably be leaking in your house and you dont know it. my point is focus on what you have, without getting too attached. you need to set boundaries. dont think about dying as the way you are separated. hell you could wind up meeting someone else and end up dumping this person. you should already be trying to live everyday as if it were your last. dont let the thought of death hold you down… cause the only promise (by god if thats your thing, not mine) kept at birth is that you will die. it is the only disease with a 100% success rate.

i know what you mean. ive been with my fiance for 6 years. and before that my average relationship would last a year or more. when i got into relationships i would be committed to it. as in my intentions were always to make them last. yeah i dont believe in god. cant really say im atheist, or agnostic for that matter. just my own “ism”