Seeing her today made me realize I like her a lot more than I thought. Shit… She is just amazing. I remember going to her house and her telling me. Almost in tears it seemed. Saying ” I really do like you. To be honest I would date you! But I am a *****. You might not think so. And yes I really do like you. But I just don’t want to fuck your life up.” I didn’t say anything. Because I couldn’t.
The day before I went to her house I got a text from her saying ” Ugh. The guy I was hanging out with this week just dumped me. I really need a hug.” When class was over I found her and gave her a hug. It was so comforting for both of us. When she let go I just saw a big smile on her face. She told me she would explain to me what happened later.
That was the day I decided to take her to homecoming instead of the girl who ignored me. So I walked up to her…And asked. She smiled and asked her dad. He said yes. She smiled more and told me that she was free. And that I was just too sweet. She said she was so glad to go with her best friend. She was so excited!. Homecoming day came and she knew I was down from just a text. So she asked what was wrong. All she said was “Hey, don’t think about other things or other people. Think about today with me!” It meant so much to me!
She invited me to her house. I said yes. That made her happy too. Then she said her mom wants to get us something to eat. I told her I wasn’t hungry. But she said I had to eat at least just a little.
But after we left her house and she told me that she liked me. She has been shy around me since. Why? And how can I geet her without her afraid of hurting me? This never happened to me before