Mood’s crashed. I knew it wasn’t going to last long. I had a pretty good week, things were going alright i even made a new friend 🙂 but no, i’m not allowed to have that level of peace in my life.
Those same fears are creeping back in. One at a time, they’re sort of bypassing the firewall so to speak. I’m sick at the moment as well, so that’s not helping much. Haven’t cried but to be honest i think it’s just a matter of time. I’m trying to keep busy, like i said i made a new friend and he’s lovely, i’ve tried doing college work, i walk my dog and i’ve went shopping and stuff. But still, when i come to a stop they creep back in. I’ve been taking the pills regularly, haven’t missed any.
I’ve another doctor’s appointment Friday, i guess if i just keep going until then he can do something about it. It’s gonna be a long week.