I just can’t take it anymore. I got through high school, came to college expecting things to change, and they were getting better. Then all at once my mood starts shifting again. The bad thoughts come back. All I do is drink my pain away, but tonight I’m staying sober and all I can think about is just ending it. I hate waking up, I hate people, I hate myself most of all. I hate who I am, how I act, and my life outlook. My depression is fueled by the anger I have for what a piece of shit I am. I really really really wish that a car would just slam into me on my bike one day. Or a bus. I wish I could just not wake up tomorrow. Fuck everything
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Don’t do that! You can always better yourself!! You probably have so much more of a life to live. If its not your time, dont force it upon youself. ): <3