Goodbye cruel world

I am sorry for being so selfish, but it selfish to ask me to stay. I have battled depression and forms of self harm for over ten years. I am tired, so tired! No one can say I didn’t try. I wish I was gone already and am angry that I was saved from my few death experiences. Not this time. I love my family. To them I am sorry that’s they should be so heart broken, but the death that I am speaking, I am living unspoken. I have all that I need, I am alone in this hotel room. No one knows I am missing, they probably won’t for a week or so. Pills please kill me now, I can feel it working. My hands are sstarting to shake so bad, my body is shaking, it’s a beautiful feeling, dying. I am sorry, forgive me cruel world, tonight you will claim one more fallen angel
~Pangea~