i feel like im going in inase i keep on talking to myself and im getting crept out by my self. im trying so hard to be HAPPY again for the first time in a really long time but its so hard. so my mom made me practice a 10 sencond part for 10 minutes because SHE didnt thinkit was good enough and tonight i was doing a project on her laptop adn she keept on bugging in adn tellling me what to do!!!! i am so close to a breakdown right now i literally have tears in my eyes while im writing this. i feel so fake i just want all the pain to go away.
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Moms. You can’t live with them, but you cant live without them and that’s the truth. I know it’s hard to see it because I feel the same way everyday like why can’t you see that I’m actually good at this? But sometimes what we don’t see is that she is just trying to help you, just trying to make sure that you are going to not only do good but do amazing on this project. Btw good luck:) and with your fights with yourself try and do this, my dad told me About it. Try and think of at least three positive things that have happened to you today. Write it down think about it, whatever you want. But after your come up with that go on to think about what might happen tomorrow and for all of the bad things that have happened how it is making you stronger. How that one day all of this hardship will pay off. Always try to think on the bright side of things. And sometimes, just tell yourself to shut up and work on something that involves THINKING. It will take your mind off of things. I do math cause I suck at it so it keeps me occupied:P best wishes:)