I have become a burden to my sister and mom, the 2 I love the most now hate me.
I am an annoying, selfish, mean person and I don’t know why I cant fix it.
They tell me they want me out of their lives, it would be better if I wasn’t here, my mom tells me sister to never grow up to be a lost cause like I am.
I am so insecure I don’t see a point in looking for a job because I don’t think I will get it anyways because I am too stupid.
Almost every day I hear my mom and sister say I’m a loser for living at home at 22 years old. She tells me she hates me as a person and I will never make it in life.
I am believing her. She is right. I am a terrible person, I want to leave to make things easier for them. I am sick of the fighting I don’t want to do this anymore. If I left they could live here without me in the way, my mom can save up money to get nice things she deserves rather then wasting money on food for me,
I don’t want to hear them cry anymore. They tell me they hate coming home because they have to be around me. Maybe I should just get rid of myself.
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your not worthless, and it seems like your mum and sister are being over nasty, i think you should remove yourself from the situation. you could start by getting a small job, at least it pays, and if your around people who are positive towards you, this feeling will go away