I’ve felt this way before…a few times. Â maybe more than a few. Â sobbing uncontrollably with no tears to show for it. Â or tears streaming profusely with a face as calm as death. Â my insides are heavy and hurt. my feelings raw and burn. Â it will take as long as it takes, i am just so sick of enduring it. Â it could take weeks, i wish I wasn’t alone in this room.
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I wish I could whole-heartedly wish like you…
and don’t you have a chance to go for a walk? if you are having the blues, you should not stay on your own in a rooom.
One step forward and two steps back. I remember you saying you had just started on the THC’s. Give them a chance. I know you’ve been there before it usually takes a while to recover from a set back. Starting a new medication can be unsettling especially the more powerful ones. If it persists you might want to consider discussing it with your doctor and discontinuing.