I live in a paradox of being disgusted by my face and body most days and then feeling like the most gorgeous woman in the world other days. I will go for weeks avoiding mirrors and making snide mental remarks about being “fucking disgusting” then for a few days take a bunch of pictures of myself. I wish it weren’t like that. I don’t know if I’ve ever maintained a healthy self image though.
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Your a woman trust me. Your hot.
well that’s enough to undo years of self hatred…
Is it just you that makes you feel bad about the way you look? Or are others influencing you to think you look “disgusting”?
I guess thinking about it now, there are some people. One of my closest guy friends likes to tell me I’m fat. On my rational level, I know that I’m not anywhere near fat… but how often am I rational? haha