The pain to go in front of the mirror and see someone else staring back
The pain getting through school and being called a women for god knows how many fucking times
The pain when people make you feel like a women
The pain when the real you suffocates emotionally because no one will cope with seeing them or meeting them for once
The pain in those days were you feel severe dysphoria and no matter how much you fucking try to hide it it doesn’t hide enough
The pain when your parents expect you to look beautiful, and expect you to change because they don’t like you for you
The pain when you come out to someone and they don’t even try to treat you as you should have always been treated
The pain when you have an eating disorder and you’re terrified of gaining weight, when you goddamn know gaining muscle will increase testosterone to make you look manlier, but the scale…the scales going to increase
The pain when you’re trying so hard to look manlier, but you either still remain looking the same or the changes that have happened, fade away
The pain when you’re anxious about who you really might be
The pain to know no one will ever date you for not a female, but a male.
The pain you feel when you look at other males, with their wonderful manliness figure, and you feeling like a fake next to them
..and the pain when you feel like..it’s over.
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There’s pain everywhere. But normal people look past it to find something else. I’m sure many people of the site stare at the pain. I’m one of those peeople that don’t want to look past it. Who do you want to be?
Myself.
What.? So your a guy.? or a dude. I say dress it up.
I wish.
Transgender?
Yes.
That’s cool, I am too 🙂 Hang in there buddy!
Never thought I’d meet another one here.
Aha, yeah shocking 😛 It’s okay, we all meet in the strangest ways.
FtM..?
Yes sir
🙂 ..Thanks..