I think I have the worst nostalgia in the world. Almost anything can remind me of some moment in the past, and it’s a constant everyday thing that happens to me. I’m not sure if this happens to everyone but regardless of what the memory was, I get extremley sad. I could’ve been happy in the memory, or sad, or mad, or curious, it doesn’t matter. I always get sad from ANY memory. This honestly sucks, especially since I’m trying to keep away from getting depressed again.
Recently, I’ve been doing so well at being okay. These past few days though, have been difficult. I’m just so hurt, and I’m scared I will be falling back into this depression and thinking crazy things. I just had to come back and post something and hope it made me feel better like it used to.
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I suffer from nostalgia as well. Memories hunt me and its card to scape them. I hope you feel better again soon.
Memories hurt me as well. I remember times when I used to feel emotion, when I hadn’t fallen to numbness every day. It makes me sad to think I may never feel those things again. I don’t know if that’s your cause, but I hope it goes better like it was doing. I don’t know what to suggest, you could try and enter a new environment so nothing could trigger a memory.
It’s nice to know I’m not the only one, I really thought it was weird and “un normal” for this to happen to me. I wish I could be somewhere completley new cause like you said, nothing would trigger a memory, that’s really what I want. Unfortunatley I’m not able to do this right now. Thank you guys though <3
My pleasure. <3 it isn't easy or practical to enter a new environment, so I hesitate thinking about that being an option.
Nope, you’re not the only one. I’m pretty much stuck in the past