When I am left with only myself, its bad. No one should be left alone with me. I just stare at a wall and think, think about all the bad things. My head is the worst place to be, and thats where I find myself a lot. Thinking. When I think I do actions like cutting, I think of ways I could kill myself. I shouldn’t be left to my own thoughts.
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When I am left alone and reading your post, it’s bad. No one should be left alone to read your post. I just stare at my computer and think, think about how bad your post is. My head is the worst place to be, because that’s what’s looking at your post. Thinking. When I think about your post, I do actions (I DO ACTIONS, an awesome phrase) like making a lemon face. I think of ways that your post could be better. I should be left alone with your post.
Readong YOUR post gave me cancer. What a waste of time. If you don’t have something useful to say, then don’t say it.
That reply was for YouSuck..
A : It seems that you are overthinking.. You play all those bad thoughts in your head like a film, and it is no good at all.. Why are you torturing yourself? I don’t know what is going on in your life, but I believe that there have been good times too! Times that made you smile, that made you laugh, that you felt loved and appreciated.. Please try to think positive and keep telling to yourself that there are better times to come, because they are! 🙂
@smaragdanick I think giving you cancer WAS useful. Your reply, however, was not. That makes you a hypocrite.
Ok, I;m not going to have a fight with u over the internet, it is stupid. And, by reading your own text (“why don’t i do it”), i realised that you have your own problems to deal with. So, I am sorry if I offended you on any way, but i still believe your reply was a bit direspectful. Everyone goes through their own struggle, and being sarcastic or rude is certainly not helping. It annoyed me and i said it. Now, if my reply to A is useful or not, he/she will be the one to judge… I hope you get over your problems btw. Blessings to you all.
@ smaragdanick No worries, sir. I was not offended. To clear things up, I meant that your reply to ME was not useful. As you said, your reply to the original poster can be judged useful or not by him/her. I do hope, however, that you recognized the hypocrisy in your original post: Chiding me for a non-useful post through your own non-useful post.
this is how i was and still am. i over think everything and i just sit down and think of ways i could just end things. try to go and talk to someone call a hotline, or if you have a counsler. i talk to my friends first just try to get what you need to get better ! i know always having someone to talk to is not the best thing but it is what helps me now until i can get up on my own. feet so try to get into a couple clubs but dont over work and keep yourself busy all the time because trust me right when you stop the outcome is horrible
Yes, but consider that someone replied to your text the way you replied to A’s. Wouldn’t you feel mocked and offended? It is in my beliefs that people shouldn’t just mock other people’s feelings. I’ve been there, i know what it feels like, i related and i said my opinion. I don’t think it was so not-useful.
And i am not a sir… 😛
@smaragdanick Sorry for the gender confusion on my part. I should not have assumed. That said… Why is that you let the original poster decide for him/herself about the usefulness of your comment to him/her, but don’t afford me the same courtesy?
@ YouSuck Um… Because you were mocking A perhaps? Read your comment again and you’ll see what i mean. Even if you wanted to be comforting, which i don’t think is the case, you didn’t make it clear enough.
“When I am left alone and reading your post, it’s bad. No one should be left alone to read your post. I just stare at my computer and think, think about how bad your post is. My head is the worst place to be, because that’s what’s looking at your post. Thinking. When I think about your post, I do actions (I DO ACTIONS, an awesome phrase) like making a lemon face. I think of ways that your post could be better. I should be left alone with your post.”
Hpw can this post be useful to a sad person?
For someone that says he has no friends, mocking someone else about the loneliness and despair he/she is feeling is not right. Unless you do this in order to feel superior and make yourself feel better by degarding other people. And of course, there is the case of trolling just for fun.
@smaragdanick I understand your point of view, but I still don’t think you get to decide how A takes my comment. I think it’s better that we let he/she decide for themselves as to my comment’s utility.
@ YouSuck
No I am not speaking on A’s side, I am stating my own opinion about your comment. Otherwise we wouldn’t be having this conversation. But you still haven’t answered my questions.
@smaragdanick I answered your first question (I think this was a question anyway: “Because you were mocking A perhaps?”), and I’m sorry I forgot to answer your second question. I’ll do so now. You asked me “Hpw can this post be useful to a sad person?” I can think of two ways. The first I thought was rather obvious: Imitation is the most sincere form of flattery. And that can make people feel better. The second way is that, if you’ll notice in my post, it starts out mocking, but ends on a note of similarity. My final line was “I should be left alone with your post.” You already mentioned the similarities between the author’s predicament and my own. That sense of a common bond is exactly what I was hoping to effect in the original poster.
I know that you did not take my comment that way, and maybe A didn’t either. But that’s how I meant it. This wouldn’t be the first time my communications have been misunderstood/misinterpreted. Hence my lack of friends.
Does that answer your question?
Submitted on 2012/10/19 at 5:25 pm
Yes, thank you..
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That is my point.. Think about it please, and don’t mock other people, especially in this site. It is irrational, since you’ve been going through some emotional-internal struggles yourself.
Perhaps you should try and change the way you use words, in order people understand you better.. You are unique of course, as we all are, but in some things we must compromise. I do not know you personally and i cannot and won’t judge you any further.. Just make an effort to speak more..simple and with less analytical style. Not everyone thinks the way you do..
I need to log off, so i give you all my warmest blessings and wishes for the best.