Every bad memory is replaying.
Replaying in my mind.
Over and over and over.
Like my mind is set on rewind.
Like my mind is set on repeat.
Why can’t these terrible memories just go away?
These memories are destroying me.
They are breaking me down.
They are making me weak.
Making me hurt.
Making my whole body ache.
I want to push the eject button.
I want it all to disappear.
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I’m like you…but nothing can disappear you just have to get over it somehow, but that’s really hard to do. I wish the scars would go away, but they never will, I guess we just have to use each other to try to get back up again. And someday we will. I know we will.