Scared of life. Scared of suicide. Cant deal wi th depression any more. Cant handle th stress of hiding it. Living on prescribed pills for pain and stress. Afraid to tell anyone how i really feel. Dont know how to. I’ve tried to OD ended up on th medical ward. “Accidental OD” …feel like a balloon being squeezed, when will i burst? Dont want to let anyone down. Mostly my over achieving fam. Making my own little hell….
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I don’t really know what to say, except I know how hard it is being where you are. We are here to listen.
I’ve cut off almost everyone I know. Having walls makes me feel less vulnerable and I also want to protect them from me too. I’ve gone through numerous ODs. Definitely not a good idea. Don’t hurt yourself, you want it to stop because you love yourself, right?