i was happy once, i know i was..just cuz i cant remember it doesnt mean it didnt happen. right? burn after burn nothing gets better, cut after cut. pill after pill. and im still the same.. nothing will change will it? i will never be good enough for my parents. i dont understand why i even care about their opinion. i hate them but since theyre my parents i have to love them… i wish my life was different.. i wish i was happy.. i wish i was dead.. and thats the truth.. life would be much better without me.. no one can deny it.. my friends would be better off, my family would be better off, everyone would be better off..
…RawrImTurtle…
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You know you don’t HAVE to love your parents but it would make life a whole lot easier if we all could. It sucks when life hurts so much that the only escape you can see is by ending everything. Thats a feeling I’m all to familiar with. I don’t know you, I don’t know anything about you, but I’m sure someone would miss you terribly if you were gone forever. I never had any friends but, if one of them tried to end their life I would be upset.
Thank you 🙂 and yah. I don’t think I love my parents as much as other people do.. And thank you again 🙂 I guess maybe some of my good friends will miss me. But not long..