I have literally lost the will to live…I can’t believe i’m even writing this but I have no purpose in life anymore!! I used to be so happy and now all I want to do is die! I can’t go on anymore there is no point I have NOTHING good in my life anymore I have lost everything…the only thing thats keeping me alive is my parents!! I have so many problems that are unfixable.
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that sounds a lot like what i used to write about 10 years back….all the time. i felt there was nothing to live for, just them tying me to the earth because i couldn’t and wouldn’t hurt them. it was the hardest time in my life save about a year ago. I know it’s terribly hard but try and live for them. At least there is something. I know it feels like a meaningless existence. Hanging on for someone else. But hopefully if you hang in there long enough you will discover reasons to live for yourself.
mk1,
I can tell your very young, trust me not only do you have time to fix most of your problems although some aren’t meant to be fix, you can start a whole new batch. Plus you have plenty of time to create new purposes to live and you will.
You put your right hand in,
You put your right hand out,
You put your right hand in,
And you shake it all about,
You do the hokey pokey
and you turn yourself around
That what it’s all about.
Yes I am only 21 but i feel if i have these ind of problems now what the hell will my life be like when i’m older!?! My parents have lost a child already i just feel i couldn’t put them through the pain of losing another one, but then i’m so f**king unhappy its killing me.