I don’t know, this place is just weird..I’m not sure why I joined. Maybe I need it too? I feel weird.
I can’t even understand myself sometimes, like right now, about why I’m here.
I think I have multiples personalities or some shit. It won’t stop and shut up already, It won’t leave. My ‘humanity’ just doesn’t disappear. My mind won’t stop the nonsense and let me think straight. No, the over-thinking won’t stop. I just want it to be calmed, at least before I could still think, sure I felt melancholic but I could think.
Everything and everyone is full of bullshit. And if there’s people and things that aren’t, they all will be.
Bullshit, that’s all I hear and see.
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Sorry you feel that way CondensedFlesh. I can relate…but I have no answers for you…other than stick around and see if you find what you’re looking for. I learned a while back…if all you expect to find is bullshit…that is exactly what you will find. Maybe you should refine your search.
Just know that you are welcome here…as long as you behave..hahaha and you will surely meet like minded souls…they are in and out of here all the time…or maybe you will learn something new about yourself…by listening…not judging..others. It is hard to get past your anger and defenses…it makes it impossible to help…so settle in…relax…breathe and let some of your guard down…else no one will be able to get in.
Ever try relaxation or breathing techniques to focus? How about meditation?
Peace
Amakua