I remember one year ago round about this time I was one of the happiest people on earth, nothing could bring me down.. So now I wonder, what the fuck could of thrown me so far off course.. Last year I was a clean, happy, guy with not a care in the world.. Now, I’m high every single day, have slits across my arms/wrists and the love of my life gone… I messed up my life so much, its such a pain to carry on, it hurts so much, when I think of all the good times and how great it was, then I realize where I am, and that I can’t change anything, its like getting up and being pushed back down, I hate my life, how did it get so bad? I wanna just end it, be rid of it all, cause the way things are going it doesn’t seem like a very bright future for me…
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Your insistance that you don’t want to change is the root of your problem. Make a habit of only putting fresh air in your lungs and hit the gym. You could also try to walk through your local library and think of what subjects really interest you. Keeping your mind and body moving like that for awhile will help you remember what you could do with this world.
My friend, you need a kick up the arse. So you’ve been depressed for a year? Be a man and take some action. Work out what went rwrong, learn from your mistakes. Change your situation. Change your look, change your job. The main thing is that something right now is wrong in your life so make a change and turn your life around. Good luck buddy.
So what youve said in this is exactly what im going thru right now..i know exactly how it is dude..i ued to make fun of ppl tht did drugs n cut but thats who i am now i never woulda thot in a million years i would cut my wrists kuz i thot it would hurt to bad..truth is my body is so numb all the time i hardly feel a thing wen that razor hits my skin..i get high and drink everyday that i live in this fucked up world only because i lost the one i love..keep your head held high and remember it wasnt ment to be and theres someone better out there for you that will make you happier than ever.. 🙂