Relationships

I just ended a year and a half long relationship a couple months ago, and i have met someone new. hes really sweet, has some depression problems like i do.. i like. It’s more of that butterfly feeling in my stomache? we ended up fooling around a little more than i had honestly planned, which made me curious.. does this mean something serious? in a way yes i want it to lead to a relationship, but thats because i am a monogamis type of person. but i mostly just want this to be an open thing, nothing official, but that were “talking” i guess? he asked my best friend about it last night, and im not totally sure i feel or what i think about what he said. Grr. And my Ex and his new **** girlfriend keep showing up in my life.. they both just appear everyday. i see one or both of them everyday and its driving me INSANE. cause i love my ex. i love him very much and i would do anything for him, i still would do anything for him. but things didnt end so well between us which has made things VERY awkward and tense when we pass by each other.. i wish i lived all alone on an island with endless weed, booze and sunshine.