Okay, So urm… I’ve decided that the only place, really that I should complain about my life is on here. I just don’t wanna hurt the people around me anymore….
On Saturday- A new friend showed me the song Hollywood Undead- Coming back down. I had it in my head for ages, Just over-analyzing it. I had this horrible feeling (partly to do with “voices”?) that we’re all going to die…. I literally went crazy over this.
Monday Night- Nick’s cousin is in a car crash, And unfortunately Dies. R.I.P
Today- I have came to a sort of conclusion that people are going to keep dying until i’m gone…. I think they want me to… well, go. I don’t wanna say it, Will probably start crying again -_- Anyway, Until that happens they are going to keep fucking with my head, Making everything seem like my fault?
This may explain why I have become increasingly suicidal over the last view days. It’s mentally destroying me.
I just…. Don’t know what to do anymore.
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not to be rude……. but people died before you, people with die after you.
it has nothing to do with you.