I’d like to thank everyone who took the time to read my posts and was nice enough to comment with advice it really means a lot to me because I feel like what I say matters. I’ve had something that has been bothering me for the past few days that I need to let out. I’ve been frustrated with my situation lately because I’m just upset that the kids my age are enjoying themselves and I’m being tortured by my thoughts, I don’t mean to complain but I’ve watched a year go by like this and it just makes me feel so alone in my thoughts.
I guess what really makes me frustrated is how nobody  understands depression and how mental illnesses are so looked down upon and I guess that’s why I don’t really have anybody I tell my feelings because my last group of friends I had didn’t understand it, so I take complete fault on that. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I want to be understood and at least feel important as cliche as that sounds.
Again thank you to all who took the time to read this it really does mean a lot to me because this is my only outlet, I apologize if I’m holding back it’s just that I tend to keep these feelings to myself because of depression