Please, someone understand me. I am 22 years old. I lost my father one year ago. I am so soo attached to him and I miss him a lot. I have been through depression and just when I thought I am feeling OK, I knew everything is wrong with me.
I have no confidence in me. I try a lot but I fail. I get scared even for the simplest things in life. Without self confidence, I struggle with myself everyday. I have no such good friends. Perhaps they find me weird. I cry all nights, thinking to change myself, but I DONT. I feel I’m a loser. YES I feel. I feel soo lonely and devastated. Only reason why I am alive is for my mother who is living alone. Our small, happy family has changed a lot after my father’s demise.
Sometimes I feel like I should KILL the feeling of ‘Fear’ inside me which has become a huge, major hindrance in my personal and professional growth. Please.. Please help me get out of this fucking fear… I want to be brave.. but I am unable to..
I feel like I die everyday fighting with my own self..
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Coloursofrain,
I feel you. Every day is a freaking fight. I want to change, but it feels like I can’t. I want to run, hide. I’m afraid of everything, as you.
If you want to talk, I’m here.
I could also give you my mail, if you’d like.
Lots of love,
Dawn
I think i get you. Feels like you’re constantly fighting against yourself on every issue? You want to do stuff, but you just can’t?
Well, I usually fiddle around with gestalt therapy and it kinda gets it under control. Empty chair technique. It’s strangely effective on literally every problem i’ve ever had.
u told ” ur fucking fear” which means u already won over fear..!! but deeper u think about fear, fear definitely fears u!! try to be active !! think utself tat ur one of the great persons.bring out ur character.. show ur plus points n overcome ur weak points