I dunno if there is, if I am honest I never thought there is. The only issue is that if there is no afterlife then my baby isn’t there and can’t forgive me. But if there is an afterlife then my baby might be there and I can go and be with my little one.
I want to be with my baby. I want to be forgiven for what I did! I feel like I can’t move on until I’m forgiven.
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You can believe what ever you want, Boots6. 🙂 I personally don’t believe in it, but I’m not saying you can’t believe something else yourself. You have to find your own answers in life.
The problem is the only way to find the answer is to jump off a bridge. If there is an afterlife i will go and find my baby, if not then i’ll just be deed. I suppose i need to try and figure out if the juice is worth the squeeze. Is the benefits of me staying outweighed by the potential of being with my baby?
No one can give you the absolution but you. In the end the only option that matters is our own. You have to forgive yourself.
Im a buddist myself, I believe only in the power of the mind.
I hope you can forgive yourself, everyone makes mistakes Boots.
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You’ll die of old age finally, but why make your life short?
Suicide is permanent. You will have no way to affect your current plane of existence anymore. You will no longer be able to help other people who might need it. You could unknowingly save a life. You can wait a while for that forgiveness. Give your baby a reason to forgive you. Love your life.
Thank you:)
You’re welcome, Boots <3 🙂