what will you do,if your family found out that your cutting??
when they did i felt so uncovered like an open book infront of them,at least i said maybe this is where my life will take a turnover to good,but no all it did go worse than ever,my mom is keeping a close eye on me,always screaming at me,she took me to do a drug test to see if i take any kind of drugs.
my dad always asking for the reason why i did so!!
and every fucking day my mom run a check up to see if i had any new cuts
i feel worthless and suspected inside of this house,i just want to let everything go,and fall down to hell!!
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I want to vanish. Like walk intoa fog or some thing.
want to vanish,like take my life and be buried underground!!!
hi, i know wat its like. my mum found out i was cutting. i get yelled at and i am not understood. i get cheecks as well to see if i have any new cuts too. and i always do. im leaving this world soon so i dont care what my family think about me cutting. if you ever want to tslk im here for you.
thnx for understanding,life really sucks,right??
i feel ya. mom found out i cut this summer it was horrible she checked me everyday and forced me to promise to never do it again. it got better and of course i kept cutting but deeper and more often. a little over a week ago i tried to commit suicide it didnt work got sent to the hospital and ever since then my mom hid ALL of the sharp object and subjects me to random checks of my arms (but only when she’s pissed at me). I completely understand but in time your parents will let up… try to take this time when you cant cut to try to stop your cutting habit. and if its impossible like me me just give your skin where you usually cut time to heal and scar over and cut somewhere where no one can see then when they stop checking go back to your favorite spot. i am definitely not encouraging you to cut but if youre like me and you NEED to and it does help to relieve so of your pain ive been through it and still am and they will eventually ease up. who knows from this experience maybe you’ll be able to stop cutting through this experience 🙂
i really need to relieve the pain ,but my mom check every damn part of me,so i found a new way to bleed by piercing my skin with needle so deep in
it helps but not like cutting,now i’m faking smiles and thoughts around my family and friend cuz i don’t want to worry them,but deep inside i feel broken and thoughts of suicide always come to my mind,hunt me everynight,i think am really going nut!!!
sunflower,
your making me a proud daddy!!!!
actually rocketman that means alot thanks… see i had a rough day a freak out and now that ive calmed down i can make intellegent comments and posts <3
sunflower that’s my girl<3