i love him so much.
but why am i such a ***** to him lately?
probably cuz i feel like he dont care anymore
probably cuz my mood swings are hella bad this time the year.
i cant lose him ever. even if sometimes i wish hed just back off.
I DONT MEAN IT! i need him more then anything. i miss the way him and i used to be
yeah we live far apart but maybe thats why. maybe just maybe i need him here. but no arguing with him day after day i think i might have just pushed him away.
devin, im sorry im so fucking sorry. if i were to ever lose you id fucking lose it. i know im a ***** i know you probably dont want me right now. but i fucking cant stand to see you might go. i love you..please dont forget that. i wanna start over. i didnt mean to fight this much…ive just been pissy and i took it out on you. idk why i cant just text you this. probably cuz it belongs for the world to see. for the world to see what i did. what i did to the bestest friend ever. a friend i cant replace. im sorry devin. your my best friend always <3
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I wish i could give you a hug and tell you that I’m here and that you’re my best friend 🙂 try to relieve some stress hanna ok. Try to clear your mind. I’m here for you right by your side and i don’t plan on leaving