Does anyone else on here have PMDD (premenstrual dysmorphic disorder)? It’s ruined my life for the past fifteen years. Or does anyone else have anorexia and/or binge eating disorder? I’d like to hear your story and how it makes you feel.
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According to my councillor I’m ana.
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I actually struggled with anorexia for about 6 months. I lost about umm lets see, I think about 34 pounds-ish. No one really cared or noticed though. My friends never ate at lunch but they ate at dinner and breakfast. They didn’t know I wasn’t eating at all. My mom and me don’t really talk to each other so anyways I ended up stopping myself after I met a guy (typical story), but he said I was perfect and didn’t need to change to impress ANYONE. So I stopped. I had a relapse about a month ago but it didn’t really last long. The one thing I needed was someone to tell me I was perfect and didn’t need to change. So you are perfect. You don’t need to change for me or anyone else. If someone really loves you or whatever they will accept you for who you are. Don’t let other people tell you that you aren’t beautiful.
I’m not anorexic, but I mimic the behaviors when I’m depressed because I like the sense of control it gives me, and of diminishing myself when I feel unworthy of taking up space on the planet. It’s not working as well as it usually does though :\ hence the suicidal thoughts. It’s like my brain recognizes it’s all bullshit and not really FIXING anything, it’s just an unusual form of distraction from reality.
I don’t know anything about PMDD but I’m sorry to hear it’s affected you so much *hug*