I feel my worst when I am alone. The think is is that I don’t want to be near people, I want to be alone. It’s bad for me to isolate myself , I learned that the hard way. I came so close to ending it this last week. I abused pills for the first time and it made the pain go away for awhile. I’ve had the week from hell but somehow I keep going, somehow I act like I am okay.
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Hey, I can understand you 100%. Just to help you.. DON’T GO TO PILLS!!! when I started to go “downhill” as some people convey.. I was cutting everyday.. started to drink alcohol while taking oxy and all this other stuff.. I went to school like that and no one really noticed and I thought if no one cares I will keep doing it.. Until a night I took things way to far.. I started to cut over and over until all I saw on my leg was blood. I sent a picture to one of my friends because I didn’t realize what I did until it was too late. I drank again that night and a few weeks later I tried to kill myself.. My point that I am just trying to show you is that one little action and make a ripple effect without you even know.. one things leads to another and just try to find another way.. here is my e-mail if you ever need to talk. you remind me of. well me.. and I want to do anything that can help you in a POSITIVE way (: so here it is.
samanthamcgoff@yahoo.com
one little action can*