People suck. I’m horribly ashamed to be a person, I’d rather be a corpse. At least then I’d serve a purpose. Fertilizer, something for the crows to chew on. Here and now, I only serve as a laughing stock. The butt of the joke, that one crazy person no one wants around. Even my sisters hate me!
One thing to say is, you’re all really lucky I’m still alive tonight. I had the pills IN MY MOUTH but I spit them out in the sink. I felt so numb while I was doing it. I didn’t feel anything, I couldn’t even cry. I’m just raw, worn down to the extent that I can’t feel anything but heartache and anger. I’m a human shell. Nothing left.
Is there anything worth living for? Not really. Just more pain ahead. 13 years gone by, I’m already done. I’m ready to cross the Great Divide, hopefully, it’s better than all this shit.
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Theres alot worth living for just have to find those things that will keep going everyday. You young give it time, the future might be better so stick around to see.