Tnx family. xo

Everyone is against me because I’m different.
My own family hate me because I’m not like them.
Because I’m always sad, down, depressed..
They tell me I’m an attention seeker, slut and even a mistake.
I don’t even tell my bestfriend anything anymore, so she doesn’t jugde me.
It’s summer and I’m still wearing jumpers and skinny jeans.
No one understands what it’s like to be me. It’s difficult. I hate it.
I’m being treated like shiy for the person I am.
Makes sence.
Family, aren’t you ment to support me?
Friends, aren’t you ment to be there?
Boyfriend, aren’t you ment to stick through it and stop pushing me away?
Life, aren’t you ment to make me want to live, for the adventure?
I’m sick of it here and Family ESPECIALLY MY MOTHER AND GRANDMOTHER are ment to tell me it will get better.
As if you’d expect a normal child out of this fucked up family.
No wonder why I’m messed up.
And dad, where the fuck are you? How about you die. Because this is your fault. All your fault. THERE ARE SUCH THINGS CALLED CONDOMS.
Fuck I should’ve been swallowed.

But soon, goodbye world.

Signing out for now, Chaifair Perri-Anne Joyce McDonald. <3