Why is life worth living if no one cares enough to double check on you? To make sure your ok? When the love of your life plays games with you, horrid games. I put on a smile every day. I’m a black diamond. I don’t want to smile anymore. I want to wear my pretty blue dress, get in my new small bed, have my friends and family tell me goodbye, and go to sleep six feet under a willow tree.
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Look, no one in my life has any clue that I’ve ever been upset for a minute. Faking a smile is something I’ve had plenty of praactice at. I wonder all the time what the point of my life is. My best guess is people who haven’t experienced the same depressing events some of us have, they’ve never needed anyone to see if they were okay and so they don’t know to check on others because they’ve never needed to be checked on.
hi the girl girl everyone thinks is happy,
look dear i can understand that life has not been too good for you.but look dear life never always move smoothly.there are rough patches in life.and believe me dear that only you can help yourself in such a condition.just try to be strong rather i could say that stay strong.even people have played games with me including my love and i know how bad it feels.it sucks. but dear you need to rediscover yourself and stay strong..
Dump the asshat who is being emotionally abusive…you deserve someone who does not play head games…
I stumbled on this site looking for a way to hang myself. Then I started reading all your stories and my heart no longer breaks for me. A few days ago I posted on fb that its funny how when a person dies we say “his/her body”, seperating the person inside from the shell they lived in. We do not judge the body nor the person. Today I wonder how odd it is that we want others to see what’s on the inside of our shells but we ourselves don’t look at how precious we are. Fighting depression sadness loneliness is so tough. I know I fight pain all the time. If the world is ignoring us for our pain why do we need to die when they are the cold souls whose insides are as meaningless as the external shells. I feel for you so I care. Does a strangers love and warmth not mean more to you cos its being given freely And without expectation. Don’t ask for dead it’s as meaningless as the people who selfishly hold onto their existances. Be strong and last long. There’s more love and caring out there than you can imagine just stop looking for it in the usual places.
the girl everyone thinks is happy,
i just wanted to day hello instead of goodbye 🙂
hope things get better.