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by whatevs

Hi I guess I’m new here.

I’ve wanted to kill myself for a while (I’m 13), and I finally found a site that I think might help me.

I would, but I’m too much of a coward to

But since I won’t I’m too much of a coward.

I just hate everything

Can’t stand life anymore

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xXwaiting4thelightXx 1/5/2013 - 11:02 pm

13 as well and I would kill myself but I always chicken out. Life’s a *****, and no one who is what people call “normal” understands people like us on this site, so much that they made mental hospitals for people with major anorexia and suicidal problems to go…not fun. anyways this site is the place to be if your looking for people who understand shit.

Dave_N 1/5/2013 - 11:51 pm

You guys are only 13 years old. Your lives are just beginning. You’re too young to think about killing yourselves! I suppose I’m a ‘normal’ person, since I’m a teacher, but I do understand that depression can make a person feel really bad about themselves. But ending your lives is not the answer to your problems. You guys will be starting high school soon. That’s something to look forward to.

Casssandra 1/6/2013 - 12:50 am

15 Here, And I Feel The Same Way. Everyday. But You’re 13, Stay As Strong As You Can! I Shouldn’t Be Talking Because, It’s The End For Me..

MichelleJ 1/6/2013 - 1:03 am

I agree with ssuicide but only as a last resort. I’m a pro-choicer though, so even if you were to kill yourself anyway, I’d understand. I’d feel like shit, yet I’d understand that it’s your way of dealing with this. At the same time, please try to find another option before doing this. There’s really nothing wrong with committing suicide, we’re all going to die anyway. It’s more like trying to decide whether you’ve tried every other idea an, problem solving thing first.

Maybe give high school a go, get a doctor to help out and see what happens from there. Then if things really aren’t getting better, suicide would definitely be ok. But since I’m a pro-choice pperson, if you think these options will already not work, then do as yoou wish really.

xXwaiting4thelightXx 1/6/2013 - 1:04 am

Oh trust me what I said was true, i’m a chicken. plus if I die who will keep the peace at my school. although it would be nice if i could just have every worry dissapear. and when I said before about the mental institutes, I was kept there for 2 months for recovery and i’m in the hospital now cause’ I collapsed from lack of food. anyways well thanks for the support and stuff and same to you, you stay strong as well, I seriously don’t think I’ll make it to 15.

Casssandra 1/6/2013 - 1:10 am

I’m Sorry! Things Are Hard, I Know. I’m Not Making It Passed 15. I’ve Been Bullied For 3 Years Now. I’m Done. Not Going Any Farther. Just Am Waiting To Make A Video Before I End Everything! Stay Strong As Long As You Can Sweetie. And If You Don’t. See You On The Other Side<3

Done. 1/6/2013 - 4:20 am

I was where you were at 13. I am actually glad i have put up with life this long… I have a child, ex fiance.. If you leave this world now, you will not get to see the rest of your life.

bbbaron 1/6/2013 - 10:34 am

I’m much older and can say I have been where you are. This will be a confusing time of your life. What got me through it was music and good books. I also used to write a lot of poetry and exercise a lot. Being older with an older body, I can’t do these same things, but I do still listen to music, talk to others, try to help where I can to quiet down the pain in my heart.

It’s a crap shoot but sometimes, it’s manageable. You will find your way. I hope you do.

blahh 1/6/2013 - 5:08 pm

Waiting, how long were you without eating till the colapse?

whatevs 1/10/2013 - 9:07 pm

I think I’m bipolar too

whatevs 1/10/2013 - 9:09 pm

Three years of severe bullying, with no way out. Crying out for help only to be shot down by the very people who swore to protect me. Nobody to turn to, not even my parents. I can never be confident again. Being told for three years that you’re not good enough does that to you. I’m done.

Thatblacksheep 1/11/2013 - 9:15 pm

Three years. That means so much to me. My 3 years of bullying too and I was anorexic, still recovering and relapsing after 2 years. My parents yelled at me belittle the fact that I was bullied and/ or deny it. I had and sometimes have little to no self worth. My face is shifted from the unreal stress that was caused because at home, my brother also abused me. My only friend/cousin talked about me behind my back and when I found out made it like I was unimportant shit she didn’t want to be friends with. My twin (everyone wants a twin right?) verbally abused me all the time an said she hated me all the time. my mom said i looked like a guy. But the people from my middle school are all sluts, ghetto, failures, or fake now. I’m 15 and although I still have trouble with myself and trusting others, it’s much better than middle school. Please wait and do good union high school. Don’t let death win. Don’t let the worthless scum that tormented you win. If you died, depending on how evil they are they wouldn’t care. Force the smile long enough for high school. If you decide you still hate things by mid high school, then okay, end it. But please don’t now.

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