Rusty Hicks

I love this boy!!! so so so much!!! hes the most amazing person ive ever known. I love everything about him I love how dominant he is lol. im his new plaything (his words not mine) I love how hes my prince and I know he can and will protect me. we are just alike in a lot of ways but hes way more bold than I am lol and I have better reasoning then him we fit perfect and I know it I just wish he didn’t move and we’ve ben fighting a lot lately… :'( im so afraid to lose my best friend I seriously wanna merry this man and have his babys an be with him forever and I know im only 16 and still just a stupid kid but I truly truly hope that his arms are the only arms around me every night till I die. he might die sooner than I tho. he is curntly in the hospital in the ICU… he tried to commett suicide last night and he lost lot of blood. if I lose him idk wat ill doo I cant be with out him im just so in love with him and idk y he would thry to do this. iwish I could be with him