I Have a very bad history, I have an abusive father, I have been raped by my brother when I was a kid, I Lost what was precious to me, etc. here recently I have been feeling like a machine, I have been reading what these scientists have been saying and they say that consciousness is a quantum process and that the soul is universal material and that pretty much everything we do is all body based. if that is so then can someone tell me the best way to commit suicide, I dont want to live my life if I am just a fucking machine. I Always wanted to see a peaceful world, a world where love and happiness is dominate. but if everything I hear, say, touch, smell, taste, and feel is all body based then I want to die. Even if I wont exist anymore (Dont get me wrong I do believe in god) it would be for the best. Not Existing at all is much better then living in pain. can someone please tell me im wrong and list facts, can someone prove to me that I am more than this fucking body. if not then do me a favor and tell me where I can obtain cyanide or a powerful shotgun.
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You ARE more than just a body you are a creation of god and god gave you a soul.
A free spirited soul scientists just base the facts and sometimes there is more than just facts it goes deeper. You can feel pain you feel love so your not just a body you have a soul thats inside you pretty sure not just a “body” can have a soul.
I dont know your full story but you shouldnt kill yourself things get better and god has a plan for all of us life isnt supposed to be eay its supposed to be challenging and we have to fight through it.
so please fight with me:)
i think i can help firepower1996 if u are willing to give me a few minutes of your time. text me on fb the name is fujjy audcel i realy would like a chanse to talk to you
To tabiteata13: I, um…what do you mean when you say “god”? Sorry, I’ve just always had a hard time understanding things like that…