Yeah I hate my life, but at least I don’t pretend anyone cares. I don’t delude myself with fantasies that my deep, tortured writings are too sophisticated for my peers, or reflect some unappreciated brilliance. I’m a useless tool just like all of you, it’s why we’re on this blog. I’m not special, and I wasn’t meant to live for more than the nothing I’ve created for myself. Stop writing bad poetry. Just do what I’m doing and sit by yourselves and cry about the hell you’ve turned your lives into, but good God do it humbly.
And stop pretending you’re worth more than you feel you are; if you think you’re an unattractive, socially awkward reject, but people tell you you’re nice and funny and smart, they’re probably just being nice. Just like you do when someone else posts something. Just like they tell me.
That’s all
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My first thread here was equally angry and antagonistic. I’m not going to judge you for it because if people based their entire opinion of my personality, moral compass, and past and future deeds on a single web post, I’m certain not a single person would ever want to be around me.
I’m not going to defend this site or the people who use it, I’m just going to say that I’m sorry your life led you here. Other people may defensively come to do battle with you, but I recognize sometimes we just need to rant. Life is hard – really hard, actually- and sometimes we just want to burn everything down.
I’m sorry you feel marginalized, worthless, and ugly. As someone who has Borderline Personality Disorder, an unstable self image has been a staple of my life. It’s hard to feel valuable when you don’t like what you see in the mirror. I’ll skip on giving advice and just say that I get it.
I’ll be around; Internet forums are how I spend my time these days. If you’d like to elaborate on your issues, I won’t judge.
I just cant stop myself from laughing..this is one big suicidal comedian
Bad poetry is real. I’m not ashamed to be suicidal.
MrArtless what do you want ?
The emo poetry and cutting is a bit much. If you’re going to self harm at least be original.
Why are you even on this site?
Eh you’re free to express yourself. But what you wrote here isn’t necessarily true for all members on SP. *Opinions are not facts. Man, don’t categorize us into one group — we’re all diverse and come from different backgrounds/lives. Our personalities differ from each other. Not everyone here has a poor self-esteem nor are we all crying behind closed doors. There are people like me who resort to action because it is a far better course to undertake rather than stagnation. Try to understand that. So please, don’t disrespect other members by making these senseless assumptions.
Hm, cyberspace is a volatile environment. Nobody needs to exchange jabs with anyone IMO.
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I disagree. 🙂
I’m here because I’m lost, and I have no idea if I’m good or bad or worth anything or worthless.
I feel pathetic and worthless, but who’s to say I’m right? If I was sure about anything, I probably wouldn’t have drifted here in the first place.
how very cold and selfish your rant is.
you are clearly down, and have your problems – but everyone is here because they feel the same, and even if they DO write something ridiculous it should not be scoffed at…
the people here are fragile – and your spiteful writings may just be enough to push someone over the edge.
Remember, the true victim of suicide is the families and people that knew and loved that person, and the people that will never meet that person, the friendships, personalities and lives that are spawned from that persons mere existence
you may be called to court one day for manslaughter for your quick jab at those you don’t know
and to those that read this and feel rage and resentment
have your say, but!…
DO NOT FEED THE TROLL
Well this wasn’t aimed at everyone. Just the people who do what I mentioned. I guess I should have made that clear?
Yeah, definitely~ Your discourtesy was pardoned btw.
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whoa whao whao the last time I checked I was aaawwwesome!!Just by sayinq that everyone can tell that I’m lame haha.Finally (the has come back to !!!) (I’m that lame haha)Anways finally someone has pointed that out.Everyone on here talks as If there the smartest person In the class.Ima talk like a person who bearly knows how to alqebra cause you know “I qotta stay real cause I really can’t help It”
(mircophone broken…)