Im 17 years old. Ive been thinking about suicide on and off since I was in the 6th grade. Im a teen mom. My mother and I have never really gotten along but its been particularly bad since I had my baby. She yells at me for not cleaning the house to.her expectations but mind you I have a brother that doesnt do ANYTHING. He wont clean his room do his schoolwork or chores. I have As and Bs and I clean the whole house by myself and take ccare of a baby.,she.supports me but complains about how she never has moneyhow I never
do anything. I try to do everything she asks but I still get chewef out because I cant
Do it all by myself. she gets drunk and picks me out of the bunch to yell at. I already know she hates me. (she always has) im the black sheep of the famiky. I cant take her yelling at me every other day & take people at school spreading nasty rumors about me. If it wasnt for my baby I would be a victim of suicide. Im coming dangerously close to putting them oOut of thier misery. the only true friends I have are peopke who live out of town. I sometimes wish someone would just end me.
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you have a BABY you need to live for that reason! god has put you on this earth for that sweet beautiful reason