Sometimes I feel like nothing,just a body.Thats on a good day.Because on a bad day it hurtsto be alive,when i do feel…
When i’m numband I’m just a body’going through the motions’not caring if I’m gonna be homeless tomorrow,or have nothing to eat,or if I’m gonna be in physical pain.
But when i’m empty,I’m numb,I’m just useless and take up space,and wish i could give my life to somebody that wants it.Its so unfair,some people have terminal illnesses and would give anything to stay alive,yet here I am,wishing for death..
There I’m starting to feel,Guilt. I dont want to feel,I just want to be numb.
Comfortably numb..