It’s my birthday… I’m turning 15. I didn’t think my Birthday could get much worse from last year, but I guess I was wrong. I got into a screaming match with my Mom… I stayed at home all day, sleeping and crying. I cut again. I haven’t cut in months… I feel so alone. I need someone and I don’t have anyone. I seriously thought about taking my life again today. What is wrong with me? I’m just a worthless piece of trash… 🙁 I logged on to Facebook today and people I barely knew were wishing me happy birthday. I broke down crying because if they only knew! I don’t deserve to be happy today. God should take back the mistake he made 15 years ago.
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Happy Birthday! 🙂 You’re not a mistake. You’re a beautiful and worthwhile human being. You deserve to be loved, but you have to start loving yourself. Please don’t give up and I’m sorry to hear that you’ve started cutting again. It’s a very destructive coping method. *hug*
Happy birthday!! I can really relate to how you feel. I feel like I am too a mistake. But I do not think that you are. People care about you whether you know it or not. Its still not too late for you to turn things around and be happy. It is too late for me though. Cutting does feel good but its really not good for you. I hope you and I both can get some help