“I’m leaving. Goodbye”

They allways say that. Everyone, people are leaving me like it’s fucking cool to do that. they always say “I’m leaving. Goodbye.” And, today my mom was being really….bitchy, and she walked out the door, and left me alone. But before she did she said, “I’m leaving, Goodbye.” and the door closed. I just sat in my room crying, trying to process what had just happened, “was she coming back, was I an orphan, was I ever to see her again….She’s not coming back, they never do.” I just crawled into bed and closed my eyes, and then she returned. But she was yelling at me when she did. My makeup was dripping down my face, I wiped them away and went up stairs. And she told me, how lazy I was how pathetically stupid I was. And I just broke down, just seconds ago I thought she would never come back, and now she’s yelling at me. “I’m leaving. Goodbye.”…maybe I should try that magic trick, just say goodbye, and disappear forever. without a trace. without regret. just tell all of them “I’m leaving. Goodbye” and go. It seems easy for everyone else to leave…never tell me your leaving, I just might do something rash and leave my self…damn you life, can I leave YOU already…?