my life

Hi my name is leeann iam 28 my life is not how i want it to be iam a sweet girl and my family is not happy about it i do so much for them some times i just want to go and end my life its like there no reson for me to be here if they no want me  i driven them around go to the store for them do this and that and nothing no thank u or any thing.Iam so tired of my life i cry and cry very nite and i cant even talk to them about any thing cuse they no like even listen to me so times i talk to my self how fuck up is that lol its like iam not here to them.OMG!!!!!! i cant iam done thats how i feel but wat keeps me here is god he telling me its not your time i know iam only 28 but i cant its  all a joke to everyone any way thats my life.