I have done nothing wrong. Nothing, yet I cant sleep at night, the world is so cruel, Im afraid to go to my locker in case I’ll see the same petty note stuck on there. The stares, the lies, the exclusion, Im so tired. So tired and so lonely. I have one person on earth, one person who I can talk to, smile and laugh with, but she may be taken away from me soon. Im so tired of all the abuse, the shit said behind my back, the trouble Im in that I dont deserve.
The new girl, how she managed to weasle her way into my circle of friends, how her dislike of me managed to get all of my friends to believe the same, and get me pushed out of the group. After all Ive told them, the times Ive poured my heart out to them, all the times I changed my attitude for them, after all Ive been through to stay in that school FOR THEM, they drop me like a hot coal. I couldve had a second chance at a new school, meet new people, make new friends, but I stayed for them. For my friends, I gave up a new beginning, and they push me away for this new girl, who they hardly knew!
What have I done to deserve this? I tried so hard to be liked, and ONE person is all I have to show for all.my efforts. All I wanted was to have some friends, to be wanted. No one wants me anymore.
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Don’t change for other people? Just hold on until school finishes. You might have a better time in ‘the real world’