I am convinced that everyone deserves the best, except myself. If Hitler were still alive, I’d be convinced he deserved happiness more than me. Everyone and anyone has value, except me. All those people who die, I deserve to be them. I find everyone to be perfect and beautiful except me.. I can’t be the only one who thinks this poorly of themselves.
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You are definitely not the only one with that filthy thinking. I too think just the same of myself. Its really strange the way you worded that cause I seriously am the same exact way. No matter what value or asset I find within myself I immediately discredit myself or convince myself that it makes me even more of a piece of s#!t. Even the worst of the worst deserve more than I. Even tho I know this not to be true, I just never feel it. I can’t even explain the horrible sensation that this is but I’m sure you get it. I’m so sorry you feel that way cuz I know just how you feel, yet I’m glad that i’ve finally found someone else who’s plagued like me.
Weird! I just realized I commented on your other post as well. Guess we’re lot alike.
Foreverdancing, I have also this feeling. I think it’s also a part of a low selfesteem which is because of things that happened in your life. I hope the therapy will work for you. Keep fighting hun, stay strong!! Also with the cutting, maybe The Butterfly Project will help you (for explaination see my post about it). I know you can do it!!<3