Almost 19 female. No job. No school. No friends (okay one friend) no goals. no joy no life.
I look at kids younger than me who have everything going for them i cant help but feel inadequatr pathetic and jealous. I am so disconnected to this world i spend most of it in my house alone watching tv drivig myself crazy with my thoughts. Iwonder what other girls my age are doing. Im sick of being so unadjusted. I know dwelling on it doesnt help but it is good to ley out my feelings. How do i l stop judging myself and comparing to other people?!!!
Anotherthing: people asking whats new? I hate that question. NOTHING IS EVER NEW. IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSNESS. ASKING THAT MAKES.ME LOOK AND FEEL PATHETIC. WATCHONG ME SQUIRM FOR AB ANSWER. nothing ive accomplished nothing.
Jesus christ some people have it so easy. If only they were in my shoes they would understans.