I’m such a terrible person, just disgusting. I felt like ending it all today. I ruined my whole life… And I still continue to do it. and yet, I can’t help but to go back to the only option I have ever known. Smoke Cigarettes, A horrible thing. And Drinking it all away. i’m fucked up man. Forgive me….
And Hun, if you put the clues together at the end, and end up finding this , I Am So Sorry. At least you will understand some of my past, and why our future can not be allowed.
I made a Wish..
[SyKo]