Hello everyone.
Today is my last day. Tonight I will be ending things and finally finding total freedom and nothingness.
To my dear Nat, goodbye my sweet Princess. Just keeping my promise to tell you goodbye. Sent you an email not sure if you got it.
To any others who I have conversed with. I really hope things have improved for you or will improve. And that your pain lessens enough for life to be at least somewhat joyful. Many of you are suffering mainly or totally because of others and I wish I had the power to take that pain away from you. Sometimes people are treated so adversely that their choices and mindset are damaged and it takes a lot to repair that.
To those who are making the same journey as I. I wish you a speedy and painless trip to death. Whether you believe in something more than this life or just nothingness, hopefully your journey is not drawn out and painful.
My heart goes out to all of you and it would be nice if I could offer more than just empathy, sympathy, and compassion.
To loved ones of suicides or potential suicides who are on this site. You can only do so much to help a person. So please do not feel guilt for them feeling this way. Unless you are one of the heartless churls who has constantly treated them in a negative and hurtful manner so as to put them in pain. Otherwise just know that they do appreciate what you are trying to do just that sometimes some issues cannot fixed enough for certain people to want to continue.
Wishing all who read this the best on whatever path you take, the Ronin is gone.
Sincerely,
Kai
Kessho Sayonara
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Wishing you the very best on your journey. You won’t be forgotten
I read your poem from May, 2012. I, too, often think of one thing. And I hope that today, before you do anything, you try, really try, to think about anything you might have left. Even if it’s just one thing.
i dont care what other people say. its not cowardice. it takes so much strength to actually end it. i wish i was as strong as you. good luck
p l e a s e ,d o n ‘ t d o a n y t h i n g
Travel Well My Friend…… I hope you find peace
I just wish there was a way to stop you.
I’m sorry that you feel it’s time.
I’m going to wish you all the best with whatever you decide to do.
Just think things through.
Please.
I’m here if you want to talk.
All my love, LOBT (LivingOnBorrowedTime.)
So sorry you feel it’s time, but that’s your own choice. I wish you the best possible journey.
With love,
dancingitaway
Rest in peace.
U.N Owan. Blowing out of a candle. I understand Life can be a painful and exhausting process. You have family.? How will they take it.? Is your suicide rational.? You age.?