On the fence

I’ve felt depressed for a while. I’ve thought about suicide many times, but I’ve never taken any action to do it because of friends, family, etc. But recently, some things have happened that are causing me to think more and more about suicide…For example, my best friend- possibly one of my only friends- seems to be ignoring me and doesn’t seem to ‘want’ me anymore. This friend was the only person I could talk to about cutting myself, my sadness, etc…and now they’re disappearing. Before this, many of my previous friends left me also, including my ex…I have to admit, I am a very sensitive person, and losing my friend might result in losing myself. I don’t know what to do…